Showing posts with label moshiah. Show all posts
Showing posts with label moshiah. Show all posts

14.9.09

haazinu : AZ-ify us!

האזינו השמים ואדברה - heavens! harken and I will speak
These are the opening words of parashath Haazinu. While learning the Ohr HaHayyim, he asks a simple question: what is the meaning of האזינו - harken? It suddenly occured to me that the deeper meaning of these opening words is something quite different from what we might have otherwise thought:

For a little background, we need to understand a few ideas. Speech is the power of the Moshiah. Why? Speech is associated with the sefirah of Malchut in a number of places, most notably in the introduction to the Tikkunei Zohar: מלכות פה - Malchut is the mouth. Also, the Moshiah will wage his wars through prayer - בקשתי ובחרבי - with my bow and my sword - is translated as through my supplications and my praise.

Another important introduction: Az Yashir, the song that Bnei Yisrael sang upon the Exodus from Egypt, hints that Mosheh and Bnei Yisrael will sing in the future, אז, not in the past. Chazal explain (since clearly Mosheh sings with Bnei Yisrael) that this song in the future will be in the time of Israel's final redemption. (when Mosheh is resurrected with all the rest of the 'dead')

Now we can understand the prayer that was hidden within the opening words of Parashath Haazinu:
האזינו השמים ואדברה - [I entreat the] Heavens, bring us to the time/state of אז (literally: make us אז) the time of the final redemption, and then [as the Moshiah, with the power of Moshiah] I will speak.

26.5.09

three tastes

Each of the three regalim, the three festivals can be understood as describing a stage of the end-times and in that sense it can give us a small taste of what each stage will be like: 
  1. Pesach is about the final redemption and the coming of the Moshiah.
  2. Shavuot is about the revival of the dead.
  3. Sukkoth is about the world to come.
God willing we will delve into each one of these in the near future.

21.5.09

Signs of the times

There is a lot happening in the world. There's always a lot happening in the world. The issue is more of a question of whether what's happening is of interest to anyone.

Yes there are tremendous things I feel happening, amazing shifts to spirituality. But how do I know these things aren't always happening?

When I say I feel something happening, it might make other people more sensitive to the fact that something is happening. Which means it might cascade. It doesn't take much to create a situation where the cascade is so amplified by feedback it creates a tremendous urgency. 

Nowadays, if you get on a crowded plane and start acting nervous and telling people you have a really bad feeling that something will happen, the more serious you get the more everyone will go nuts with panic -- there might be no real danger at all, but you will sensitize others to feelings of danger that always accompany flying and they will feel them and think they are stronger.

The trick is with spiritual developments and progress, being a subjective person, it's very hard to tell the difference between things happening to you and things happening to the world. (At least I know I can't tell the difference.) 

Rebbe Nachman teaches that our own interpersonal relationships mirror what is happening on a macroscopic scale, yet I would stress that we need to really develop the eyes to understand and internalize those ideas. On the other hand, the Baal Shem Tov's Torah may seem a little solipsistic. The BeSh"T says that everything you experience is part of HaShem's communication with you. It's not hard to combine the two lessons and realize that they're closely related, but still, it means that its hard to extrapolate from our own experience about where the world is holding, as the Talmud teaches "the whole world was created just for you." 

When you're young does it mean the world is young? When you grow old does it mean the world is growing old? No. But, there are parallels you can draw. As we saw yesterday, macrocosmic stages also play out on the microcosm. When you grow old, there is an aspect of the world growing old: your generation is aging too, which means the ideas, merits, strengths and weaknesses of your generation are on the wane as a whole. Still, in the world there is a vivifying force of new ideas, merits, strengths and weaknesses in the waxing of another generation. Just as the progress of each day plays out in miniature some form or element of the progress of the year. 

What I'm getting at is this: Everyone knows that the world develops in a cyclical fashion. Yet, at the same time, everyone, unless they really stop to think about it, believes that spiritual growth is linear on the whole. We even have a principle that says as much, "We ascend in holiness but do not descend." This can be said to accurately describe historic progress. (something I once wrote about.) However, this is talking about net ascension. 

In Judaism we have another principle involved in growth and progress: Ratz, running, and Shav, returning. In a very simple sense ratz can be seen as rising and shav as falling. On the whole we're always making progress but to do so we run for a while and then sit/return and rest. It's the tortoise model of progress. It's really the only true way progress happens in the world. A child grows physically, then growth slows and they learn how to use their new bodies, and then they grow again and so on. 

Everything works that way. In cycles. We grow and develop in cycles. Cycles of days, of weeks of months, years and larger landmarks from bar mitzwah to wedding to parenthood to parents of bar mitzwahs, to parents of the bride or groom, to grandparents and so on.

Spirituality too. Yes there is something in the air. Something really deep and spiritual. But it doesn't mean this is the time around when everything we've been waiting so long for has got to happen.

I'm not trying to rain on anyone's parade, I'm trying to teach us to work deeper. Think about it, there are even more amazing implications. In the classic view of what's gone down so far in history, there's been many false messiahs, false hysteria about the coming of messiahs and so on. 

In our "new" view, each wave of that expectance, that new enlightenment, was a period of ratz, historically. It's not that it was 'so close' but didn't happen. It was that it was always getting closer, and we needed to reach that stage to grow to the next stage.

Again we are clearly at a momentous point of running spiritually. Whether this is the last or there will still be more is a great question, what a question! But it's beyond the point. The point is that we teach that the true masters of Ratz and Shav know that the secret of Shav is that it's a form of running too, just a different kind. 

Rebbe Nachman teaches that when we step inside, reach a deeper spiritual level, we find we're back on the outside again; ah, but the outside of the next deeper spiritual level. Ratz and Shav is the same. We "return" to ourselves to seek out the next deeper spiritual level. [From this we can see how it is true that not only 'net' (as opposed to what we said earlier) but even when we speak in 'gross' terms, we are always rising in holiness.]

Whether this is the final lap or not is irrelevant to our work, to our immediate lives, we need to work like it's never going to be done. This is a novel way to understand "lo alecha haM'lachah l'gmor" -- Normally rendered, "you don't have to finish the work, [but you can't give it up entirely,]" On a deeper level it's "you shouldn't work in an attempt to finish it, [instead you should work as if you can keep the pace up forever.]"  In other words don't sprint, jog. That's the way to get the farthest, always pace yourself for the long haul. 

But it's deeper still.

The true masters of running and returning, they know when they crest one wave, not only can they see the farthest, but if they ride the wave down they can propel themselves to the next wave at amazing speed.  [this is discussed outright in the Mishnah in a story about Rebbe Meir Baal HaNess and Rabi Akiva]

When we master the long haul, when we give up trying to worry about when we've reached the end, that's when we're really making the most progress spiritually. Because as long as we think there's an end, how can we relate to God? God's endless. Ein sof.

Want to see Moshiah in your days? Keep your eyes open when you crest the wave, but don't think for a second that you're about to reach shore or else you will exhaust yourself, emotionally, spiritually, physically, and you will give up too soon, maybe minutes too soon.

This is what it means that the Tzaddikim (both of today and those that have long since passed on) live in a perpetual revellation of Moshiah, they're surfing those waves and glimpse the goal every time they crest one.

1.4.09

Nisan day 7

Today is the seventh day of Nisan, which represents the month of Tishrei. (teshuvah through fear of heaven, and renewal of everything in the world) On this day the tribe of Ephraim (younger son of Yosef) brought their offering to inaugurate the Mizbeah.

The Yehi Ratzon for today's parashah of the Nasi of Ephraim asks HaShem to vanquish our enemies in the merit of Ephraim. It also mentions and emphasizes peace between Ephraim (Moshiah ben Yosef) and Yehudah. (Moshiah ben David)

Tishrei also represents (to the best of my knowledge,) shkiah and nightfall, as well as Sukkoth representing Maariv, the evening prayer. It is a time of celebration and newness as well as a time of forgiveness when Teshuvah is most easy. Sukkoth is also the time of HaShem hiding us away from the world and celebrating privately with us. Simchat Torah also takes place in Tishrei. 

So today is a day to rejoice with HaShem and His Torah. A day to ask forgiveness and appreciate newness.

16.12.08

sweetness

טעמו וראו כי טוב ה' - עיקר חסידות הוא לטעום מתיקות עריבות ידודות נועם השם שנבלע בתוך האלוקות של כל נברא. זוהי גילוי ודביקות הנשמה באלוקות אשר טבוע בכל נברא. כל עוד שבחינת העולם מבדיל בין הנשמה לאלוקות אז אי אפשר לטעום המתיקות
What's the essence of Hassidut?

To me, the deepest lesson of the Ba'al Shem Tov (or BeShT for short) is the sweetness that is revealed within all things. It can be most easily found and tasted in the Torah of Hassidut, but the underlying lesson is "go out and learn," that same sweetness underlies all of creation. It is the sweetness of cleaving to the Godliness that infuses all things and imbues them with life.

In the BeShT's famous letter to his brother-in-law R' Gershon KiTov, Moshiah tells him in Gan Eden that he (Moshiah) will not arrive until all the world can perform the spiritual unifications of the Ba'al Shem Tov. To me this doesn't mean arcane intentions or mnemonics, rather the simple joy of revealing the sweetness of Godliness in all things. 

Don't misunderstand, this is no small task, in practice it may be harder than teaching everyone (and I mean everyone) the unifications (yichudim) of the Mekubalim. 

I bring up this topic in recognition of Yud Tet Kislev the Rosh HaShanah of Hassidut.

טעמו וראו כי טוב השם - taste and see that HaShem is good.

29.10.08

come home

For so many people, Israel is a final destination. It's where you know you will eventually end up.

Because of this view, they put Israel off till the last, and let everything else in life come first.

If only we knew.

If only we knew Israel is just the beginning of the journey.

We should be pushing to get to Israel to start our real lives. 

There are no destinations in this world, olam HaZeh, the whole thing is but a narrow bridge.

In the same way many people push off marriage or children, knowing they will get there eventually. 

If only we knew that marriage and children are just the beginning.

Being a Jew means taking things head on, not delaying and avoiding.

Look out on all of your eventual destinations and recognize that they are really just beginnings.

Who knows what exciting destinations are waiting behind those beginnings?

I believe this explains a difficult teaching of Rav Avraham Azulai: 
When Moshiah comes and gathers the exiles back to Israel, the Jews who lived in Israel at the time will be transformed into glorious spiritual beings who fly up to heaven, and the exiles will complain to Moshiah, why don't we also get to be spiritual beings? 

The Jews who moved to Israel before Moshiah came recognized that Israel is the beginning of a long and arduous spiritual journey. When Moshiah arrived they were rewarded with yet a deeper spiritual ascension. The Jews who lived in the exile, who looked at Israel (the place) as the destination, the eventual goal of all their spiritual labor, received a physical existence in a physical land of Israel. Essentially we each make our own terms.

If only we knew.

Come home and start your life.

12.10.08

scales that lie

The ultimate lie of this world is that something, anything, is lacking Godliness.

God totally and utterly permeates all that there is. (We say He is the place of everything but everything isn't His place.)

This whole existence as we know it is predicated on the idea that there could be a vacuum of Godliness.

This lie was introduce with the original sin of Adam HaRishon, the insipid lie of the Nachash, the snake. What was the lie exactly? That our eyes would be opened when we ate from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Until the sin, Adam saw the primordial light and within it he could see from one of the universe to the other, across all time and space. After the sin, this light was secreted away from him. The snake told Havah (Eve) there was more to see, and she believed him.

As long as we look at this world and seek out something more, we validate the lie, we hide ourselves from Godliness. It's only when we look out at the world round about us and realize that it is all a revelation of Godliness, that's when we start to peer beyond this world, Olam HaZeh - Olam HaSheker - the world of lies.

According to a letter of Rebbe Natan's in Alim l'Truphah, Moshiah will be able to reveal this intrinsic Godliness in every element of existence to us. [see A Simple Jew @ http://asimplejew.blogspot.com/2008/10/anticipating-his-arrival-every-single.html

18.8.08

i'm excited for moshiah!

No one wants to look like an idiot; and no one knows how to wield this fact to his advantage better than the yetzer hara. (the evil urge)

Many times, tens if not hundreds, a generation has gotten excited at the news that Moshiah's arrival is imminent. Every one of those times ended in great disappointment that Moshiah was a no-show.

Now, people are getting excited about Moshiah's arrival. Myself and so many others like me are saying to themselves, "wow, that would be great, but I shouldn't really get too excited because we've been wrong so many times before."

But, who's side are we on? If I get excited about Moshiah and make changes in my life, changes I should have made anyways, in order to be ready for Moshiah, who wins and who loses?

The only one who wins when we don't get excited about Moshiah is the satan, the yetzer hara, the ba'al davar, the angel of death. (all one and the same)

Here's the biggest conspiracy theory of all: What if the yetzer hara created all of those fake waves of moshiah-excitement, just so that when the real Moshiah is coming, no one will get excited?

It's time to get excited!

26.11.07

the poor at harvest's end

At the end of Parashath Kedoshim the Noam Elimelech explains that a Tzaddik who is connected to HaShem always on a very high level shouldn't perform the physical actions of mitzwoth directly [presumably excluding the mitzwoth one must perform with one's own body] rather to let others do the physical act of the mitzwah for them. Through the physical actions of the mitzwah we purify and refine our bodies to be able to receive Godliness, the Tzaddik whose body is already refined should let someone else perform the action, since their body needs no further refinement. This person who is should still perform the physical action is alluded to as an ani, a poor person.

He also mentions that in the coming of Moshiah, Moshiah will give to each whatever he desires, be it gold, silver, or other physicality. Those who take Moshiah's offerings will remain too physical and corporeal to alight with the Moshiah (and the Tzaddikim who have drawn close to him) to Gan Eden.

I was thinking perhaps there is a relationship between the two statements. On the one hand, the Tzaddik no longer needs the physicality, but the poor people who still measure their wealth based on physicality, still needs the physical performance of the mitzwoth to purify their corporeality. Perhaps the people being left behind while the Tzaddikim go into Gan Eden doesn't signify a sad end, but rather another chance. The Tzaddikim leave the physical performance of the mitzwoth to these poor people, so that they too can rectify their physical body and eventually alight to Gan Eden.

21.11.07

for all their brains, jews still can't count - a reminder to myself and whoever else wants one

One of the explanations for what happened at Har Sinai with the Egel Hazahav is that we failed to count the days in question, counting one less than we were meant to. This is one of the explanations we are given as children in school. We have this thing about counting short.. we don't give the full forty lashes, only 39, there aren't forty avot melachot on Shabbath, there's only 39. Maybe we had a valid basis to count only 39 days by Har Sinai also... but what can we learn from it all?

Don't get bogged down in the math. Afterwards, the math will work itself out, in the meantime we have to keep doing what we're doing. Especially regarding Moshiah, the descendant of David HaMelech, the future messiah of Israel.

It's not our job to figure out when its going to happen, in fact trying to do so usually has the opposite of the desired effect. If we find amazing hints that the Moshiah is coming this pesach, it means that we still have a few more months to goof off, and then, come the sobriety after Purim we'll start to really put the pedal to the metal and get all our mitzwoth in before its too late.

True, for some, telling them moshiah is coming in a month might get them to hunker down and get to work, for most, as long as moshiah is coming the day after tomorrow, we can still worry about it tomorrow instead of today.

Who really wants to wait two years, two months, even two days for a better job, a better house, a better car, if it could be had today, wouldn't we make it happen today? Shouldn't we make it happen today?

Our unique and individual relationship with HaShem is nice and comfortable, but couldn't it be more? In the time of Moshiah won't it be better? In the time of the world to come won't it be even better? Why not strive for that relationship with HaShem today, after all as far as HaShem's concerned time doesn't exist. HaShem is totally, completely and unequivocally beyond time.

He only put time into place so that we can build the tools over time to bring ourselves closer to Him, to be able to receive the reality of Him. ושכנתי בתוכם - and I will dwell within you. What's our excuse? What are we waiting for?

We think that time is there to give us more chances to connect to HaShem, what we don't understand is that time is there to enable us to make use of every second to be more ready and more able to receive Him. Every minute of the day that isn't devoted to making room in our lives, in our selves, for HaShem is a minute we don't get back, it's a whole world of perception, of connection, that is now closed to us.

The Tzaddikim are called Shabbath because they live all week on the level of revelation of HaShem that is available to us only on Shabbath. The Tzaddikim are said to live in the time of Moshiah because they prepare themselves to receive HaShem on the level of the revelation of Moshiah every day. The Tzaddikim are said to live in the time of the Resurrection of the Dead because they take the opportunity available to them every minute because they know HaShem doesn't put the breaks on our development, only we do.

Stop counting, stop divining, and start growing, building, and doing. We want Moshiah now.

22.3.07

preparing the last meal

Lately I've been so tired of eating food. The process seems so unappealing, so unexciting, not because of the options of what to eat, but because it just feels wrong. I'm tired of eating. My last respite is praying the geulah is days and not years or even months away.

Clearly, as we've mentioned in the past, eating is the essence of why we are here in this world, at least according to the Noam Elimelech. (he's not the kind of person I would doubt under any circumstances) Whenever I get into a funk about having to eat, it's this Torah that uplifts me.

God willing, this Pesah, we will have a Karbon Pesah to eat along with all the matzah.

The Rebbe M'Komarna explains that the reason Achashveyrosh had a huge seudah in Shushan was a revellation of the fact that when HaShem (He who is the beginning and end of all things, an idea hinted at by the name אחשורש) ascends to the throne of the world, he will create a feast for all of Bnei Yisrael. (Consisting of the לויתן the שור הבור and יין מרקחים) All this will Bnei Yisrael attain not through their deeds, but from the point of one-ness within them that is called the שושנה (Shoshanah) hinted at by the name of the city Shushan. [שושן he says, (and I checked. twice.) actually shares the gematria (656) of ריח ניחוח אשה לי-ה-ו-ה]

So, it seems there will be more feasting after the Geulah, maybe I'm just tired of the klipoth.

Thankfully all sources seem to agree that in Gan Eden, we will eat from our Torah learning, that sounds like something I'd prefer to chow down on, though I'd best get cracking so I have something to eat when the Moshiah arrives.

3.1.07

these feet are made for walking

Yesterday's Hayom Yom from the second to last Chabad Rebbe has a surprisingly chassidic and non-Chabad twist. Here is the conclusion:
Even the great minds who are here must lay aside their intellects and not be ruled by their reason and knowledge, for they are susceptible to being misguided by their intellect to the point that their end may be a bitter one. The essential thing in these times of the "footsteps of Mashiach" is not to follow intellect and reason, but to fulfill Torah and mitzvot wholeheartedly, with simple faith in the G-d of Israel.
This is very different from what I would have thought an institution founded on the intellect would maintain. It does follow though, from the fact that Emunah comes from a deeper and earlier source than any of the intellectual faculties.

I often mention that the Notzer Hesed brings that both the Baal Shem Tov and Mosheh Rabbeinu performed all of their wonders and miracles through emunah pshutah. Moshe embodies the aspect of Da'ath, knowledge, if his level was to act through simple emunah, then there is something essential about intellect putting reason in its place and acting out of higher faith in God.

We are at the heals of the coming of the mashiah which leads to the teaching that the head follows the feet. The feet determine where we actually go, so all the reason and intellect in the world will still reside in the head, it is the feet, the midah of Emunah that determines where the intellect and reason get to. Therefore, we have to focus on keeping of the mitzvot through thorough knoweldge of the halacha, the walking; as well as through the Torah and the deeper reasons and secrets clothed within this walking (ie. moving the head along with the feet) Obviously the lesson is much deeper--but this is what I was able to garner from it.

Updated: [I forgot to include this] for an in-depth manual on how to defer your intellectual faculties to your emunah, read Rebbe Nachman's The Sophisticate and the Simpleton, it's helped me guide my life for yours, and saved me so much wasted energy, both mental and physical.

26.12.06

a generation of procrastinators

I used to worry about how we would ever get everything done. The great "mission" we have lying before us. There's so much to do, and so many are so far away. I'm so far away. How can we ever get there?

Anyways, I was talking to my chevrutah last night, and he was talking about how he can't get over procrastinating..I agreed, I'm the same way. But then it hit me. What did I learn from highschool and college? That I could do a semester worth of work in only a week and no one would be the wiser. We are a generation that waits till the last minute, the last second, and then pulls off the greatest comeback victories imaginable. We're all about the comeback.

Now, when I realize how much there is left to do, how far we are from where we need to get, it just makes me smile. Because one minute before the game is called, we're all going to shift into gear and it's going to be the most unbelievably beautiful thing any of us have ever seen.

I have goose bumps.


I think the Vilna Gaon said the whole final endgame will last something like 18 minutes. I never could believe that before, but now it makes perfect sense. It's really exciting, God-willing I'll be there not just to see it, but also to take part.

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