It's also really hard for me to imagine how these people's minds must work, because compared to the average person i'm pretty intelligent, but i have absolutely nothing of these kinds of skills. Though, i've been aware of certain sounds having corresponding shapes in my head (tho i think it's something everyone does to one degree or another-- sharp sounds, soft sounds, etc) and though my pattern recognition skills work often on levels and with speed not available to my conscious functioning. and though i do seem to go into an autistic trance (sometimes aided by caffeine) in order to code, There does not yet exist a discipline in which whatever goes on in my head could ever be classified as prodigious, or savant-like. Actually, as this post devolves into a self-absorbed free-thought piece, I remember how I used to put my unconscious mind to work on something, some subtle complicated metaphysical point, when i was in college, and for weeks or months i would feel stupid and slow until suddenly i would follow a train of thought and everything would be clear and i would have intense insight into the matter i'd set my mind to. Over the years the turn-around time on this problem has sped up nicely and now it's about 2-4 days of time my mind needs to digest ideas sub-consciously before i get back to proper functioning and have new insight into the problem at hand. This i think follows some kind of larger pattern that i wish i could harness where my mind goes through periods of intense creativity and intense hunger for information -- it's kind of like cravings but of the information variety, like i need tremendous input to satiate whatever is going on under the surface. I'm not sure if the type of input matters though i always seem to gravitate towards a certain different theme each time. (this time savants and other people who function abnormally by the measure of the rest of us) Anyways, there's that pattern that pulls my mind around, and there's another: the spacial-numeric/linguistic switchup: There are times where for a week or two at a time i can spell words faster than i can think them. and there are times where for a week or two i can remember almost all the numbers that i've seen recently. I've started harnessing these strengths though in phone number memory and spelling speed -- i've always been good at trusting my sub-conscious to handle a lot of the mental work load, and so far i'm getting good and moving some of this into my conscious mind --- as i get older i get far more organized and plan ahead a lot better. The creativity/info-hunger switchup still catches me often and i'm not sure how to channel that yet --- it gets expressed mainly as procrastination -- when i'm not in the creativity mood, i can't get work done, so i distract myself into learning, and then the pressure builds from the work being overdue and when the creative side kicks back in i channel it into very quickly picking up where i left off. In my case i don't think i procrastinate on purpose--- i'm not sure if most people do, or if it is a means of taking some unavailable time to mull the problems over before trying to tackle them constantly. [I do have proof to back up this case: when i was 4 they tried to teach me to ride a bike, but i just couldnt, when i was 12/13 one summer i just picked up a bike and started riding -- no learning curve at all. Similarly with roller-blades, i tried in eight grade, and i just couldn't for the life of me; in mid-highschool i strapped on roller-blades and i could skate--exceptionally well, again no learning curve. With me, and probably many other people, there's a sub-conscious exposure time necesary for people to learn certain things, to allow for your brain to develop the necesary connections, or strengthen existing ones-- and that probably accounts for a lot of people's procrastination.]
one more note, tho i have a meeting so i need to run: i attribute the linguistic part of my brain to my mother, and the spatial part of my brain to my father--both are reasonally exceptional, but i have no good interaction between the two types of functioning .. it's something i sorely aware of but probably it exists in most other people too -- they just don't notice.
Maybe it's not my mother & father though, just left and right hemispheres.. or perhaps it is my mother and father--as kaballah teaches mother and father are names of partzufim relating to binah and hochmah respectively. the hochma/father/right and binah/mother/left -- which works out nicely right-brain is spatial, left-brain is linguistic.. hmmm
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